Monday, 9 April 2012

When life has got you down - just get back up

Well hello that. Happy Easter to everyone. I haven't blogged in awhile. For those of you who follow me (which isn't many) I should really work on that. But I had a blog posted about kind of fighting with a friend, everything is okay with her now. I am very happy for that. But the rest of my life has kind of gone down hill. Sadly, I know longer have the "dream job" I always wanted, as I was let go about 2 weeks ago. It was super depressing and sad, and now nothing seems to be going my way. As my dad has now decided to move out and go to the Yukon or Alaska.. Whichever he wants. And I am now left with a lease, and need to find someone else to move into my house. On the plus side I applied for a few more jobs, one being a job where I'd be gone for 4 months but have the opportunity to make a lot of money. So I am hoping for the best, but right now life feels so downhill and upsetting.

I've cried a lot in the last two weeks, even though I have seemed normal too my friends I'm really not at all. I really hope that I can get through this. I feel lonely and depressed. I just don't know what to do, all I know not to do is not to give up. I wish my life was a movie, and it wouldn't suck so much right now. But everything in life happens for a reason, so I hope that it all gets better ! I will update everyone when I know whats going on. Until then cheers and have a great week ladies.

Also here are some pictures from the weekend !!
 Me and my friend Kayla
 Me & my BFF
And this when we started pre-drinking at 5pm on Saturday.. what an interesting night to say the least.
We did have a ton of fun, and not talking to her for a few weeks was very hard, we had SO much fun together, and after this weekend I figured out  that she may actually be the only REAL friend I have I don't ever want to go again without talking to her. Love you babe !!


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